At the end of another day of discovery, mainly searching for a good market for special Easter treats, and fighting the effects of jetlag… your body telling you sleep, sleep, sleep and everything around you just starting the evening buzz we struggled out onto the street and headed towards Notre Dame cathedral for the blessing of the fire, hoping we were not too late and that we had made a good choice…
We joined the cue, again we hoped the right one.. you never know, it could have been the tourist cue and not the worshippers’ one. But all was fine, 2 bag checks and a pour la veglie later we were seated (thank God,, as it was going to be long). We had passed a huge stack of twigs, wood ready for the fire and found seats on the aisle one third of the way up the church, all had an air of anticipation, some emptiness but mostly eagerness for what was to follow.
Difficult to make out… the chuch was darkened, the shiny things are phones, hoping to capture the enourmous fire just outside the entrance. TV screens gave everyone a view of outside proceedings, but the tourists are everywhere, on chairs, right in your way just so they can get a view and the perfect shot… but the almost silent and unlit procession entered the church, a single light made its way slowly up the aisle declaring the light of the risen Lord, while assistants started passing the light from the fire to all those present, so gradually the church was lit candle light.
The readings and the music seemed interminable, and then… the entire church was illuminated..This is at the end as I was loath to take photos during the service.
The rest followed, almost in a blur, with the baptism of a catachumenate and the rest of mass…
What did I think? What did I feel?
It was a very different experience from the two previous ones, tinged with being a tourist in a big crowd and aware that this could be a target for anyone wanting to make a point or two… Overiding it though was both the ritual thousands of years old and the palpable faith of all those gathered, whatever the stage of belief, we were all there to witness, to participate, to be with other Christians. I heard Spanish, Italian, German, English, French and I am sure many more nationalities were present, all sharing the tradition, all stating their belief… we are a people of hope, we go out to serve and proclaim…